Can't Escape It

So now I'm learning that you cannot escape the idea of babies. I've never noticed it before but babies and pregnant women are EVERYWHERE! Yesterday in class this pregnant girl was sitting next to me about as far along as I would be now. She was doing the same thing that I used to do in Brit Lit, which is write my baby's name over and over again. Watching her do that hurt me a lot. I don't know how many times I can say it, but I miss my baby girl. I look at other pregnant women and I wonder why did this happen to her? Why is she not here? She deserved a chance at life. Charli if it was in my control I would do anything to bring you back. I love you. I always will.